-ethereal aurora-


i will go.

away from you. away from all the pain i caused. away from ' us' .

away from your memories. away from everything that we knew and held on to.away from our memories.

away from our ghosts of the past. away from our pain now. away from your pain. away from mine.

away from our promises that have been whispered across this millennia. away from the eternal emissaries of a life together.

leave me be. leave you be. leave 'us' be.



but i will love you still...always.

























i never did want to be here.
in this place where i never did belong.
i never did mean to hurt anyone.



i am sorry for every thing.
i just want you be well again
and smile the way you always do...




Bed of nails.


I dreamt of our death,
Yours and mine.
Our synapses,
Clogged with messages,
Could not convey
The pain
Of those moments
To our deranged minds.

for all the agendas built on
Suffering and
False sanctity.
let us die
In this black soil
Of suburbia.

i will ride time's rails
Toward my own
Point of parallax,
away from this ethereal aurora.

And rest,
do rest: of the relief
And the exultation
Of the newly dead.