i found stephan.peixin.

i dont know .
at last .
after 8 years.

all these ambivalences is alittle too overwhelming for me.
i followed my instincts to go look for him through another random stranger on friendster.

something told me he would be there.
and he was.

i felt my throat go dry.
felt my heart sank with fear.
felt my stomach go into this unfathomable mess of knots.
it's him.

someone whom i have been looking for all these while.
someone who always meant something to me,since i was a little girl.
someone who always came to the mind , when times were bad.

those childhood memories,the growing up years.

my veryvery first best friend.even before zhong. even before poot. even before GUN. even before elthevin!

myfirstlove when i was 11!

haha!