The defunct.

my lips may quiver.
my body may tremble.

But i will still pray.

We will get by.


chi hua hua selamat-sim says, " woof woof." (:

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im tired. i am sorry. i just dont know. i am really tired. it's silly how i always think that if i can shoulder their burden alittle while, share their pain and do a little more to help alleviate all that , everything will be fine... somehow.
i am tired, of living by in this way. telling myself ' mum's sufferin, be strong... theboy isnt having it easy inside... be strong, dad's hurting inside, just do alittle more, you cannot leave gun alone..so be there, unker lin's not right.. go check up on him, dont let sharon think that you dont care,so do something.. theboy's mum likes company...spend more time with her....mum's tired.. do the chores. dad's broke..lend him money.. sis's having a bad day..just forget it.do something about your health, so mum can stop worrying... do something about your grades, so you can be who they want you to be.."

then everything crumbles. cos you realised you are that expendable afterall. you can never make any difference no matter how hard you try.

im tired. mrgod. really tired. from everything.

take me away.