[time check : 5.00 am]
[mood : cussed, extremely peevish. ]

i think i can clobber someone to death now.
extremely extremely irritable.

i am sick and tired of everything.

i am sick and tired of doing the chores at home. laundry, mopping, vacuuming,ironing, changing the sheets. enough is enough.

i am sick and tired of spending money.every single thing that i do the moment i am awake needs moolah.

i am sick and tired of watching the golden girls at 10.30am.

i am sick and tired of dad being away at the casino every weekend.

i am sick and tired of having fugly brows.

i am sick and tired of myself being so passive and reclusive

i am sick and tired of being taken for granted by people.

i am sick and tired of being nice.

i am sick and tired of mr accountant's antics.

i am sick and tired of being reminded how i hurt kenneth.

i am sick and tired of being independant.

i am sick and tired of thinking of you.

i am sick and tired of letting down emily and the rcia.

i am sick and tired of skipping the dismissals at church of st mary angels.

i am sick and tired of staying up so late into the night ,hoping we can talk like the way we way did.

i am sick and tired of having the absurd notion that i do like you when i barely know you.



i am tired being me. really am.