the good o'2004.

Happy 21st birthday, cynthia!
Time slipped us by too quickly at times, and very often,i lost sight of friendships that meant the world to me.But yet on JULY 4TH, it marks the 21st birthday of a very special good friend, that whom with the blessings from god, i would have already known for 8 years.
Yes, my dear girl, i will say all the 'thank- yous' and ' sorry-s' that i should have said. For all the countless 'thank you-s' for making my pubescent years as a teen so memorable, our days of giggling along our secondary school sch corridors and us crying ourself crazy over our then callow relationships will always be kept close to my heart.

Yet, i know, deep inside, i owe you so many 'sorry-s' too. All the 'sorry-s' that i have always kept it within. I know i have failed terribly as a friend that should have stood by you despite all, a friend that should supported you in all decisions and distress, a friend whom you should have been able to turn to in need. I was a coward and a stick- in-the-mud who were overtly bothered by the need to conform to my own moral benchmarks and religon .But , i will have you know that i truely cared for you and have always missed you as a very dear friend.

Alright. this little tribute does sound alittle too emo , esp for your 21st. But yes, my dear dear woman, have a uber fun 21st birthday packed with lotsa oomphs, love,joy and laughter kaye. and with age catching up on us ever so quickly, do find a good hunkie soon ey. *grins. i love you always . take good care!




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i hate 19-july-s. dont ask why. i just hate them. it should never have existed. i hate disappointments. i hate myself. just stay away.