Saturday, April 15, 2006

im tired. downtrodden and extremely agonised.

im so tired. i cant believe i actually fell asleep while pooing.
and so yes , im extremely tired. i am like reduced to this harrowed hag that's being choked with chicken feathers. dont ask why, it's chicken feathers, when you are as tired as me,you will know why it's chicken feathers.

LAST NIGHT.

mykawaiiboychef came over to meet my folks for dinner.
and oh yes, he made japanese food for the household.
we had onigiris . They are simply rice cakes with seasoned seaweed and fish flakes? It's pretty much like the rice cakes you would always see doreamon stuffing himself with?
but it was darn good. i could attest to them .i ate 6, ya'knoe.

kudos to mykawaiiboychef for the effort to earn brownie points and for always bein g such a darling.
and his mum too for all that essence of chicken to tide me over the stinking exams.

mum likes myboy.
sis likes myboy too.
but my dad? he's an ass in the making. okaye i will be nice. he's just being a worrywart and extremely protective of his girl.

so the night didnt turn out as great as it was supposed to be. both of us got alittle upset.
went over to his place at 1 am to thrash things out.
reached home at 5 am.
i am pooped.












































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then comes 15th april.
my baptism ceremony.
happy easter , to all bunnie people who's stuffing themselves with choco eggs.
didnt invite any of my friends to the mass this evening.
i dont see the need to? it's just a private reconcillation of me with mister god.
am alittle apprehensive.
alittle worried.
alitte excited.
alittle nervous.
am overwhelmed by those multitude of emotions.
i am just worried that i may not be able to fulfill and embrace all the obligations as a catholic and to lead a fulfilling christian life.


crap. im tired. really am.

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exams are next week.
i m stressed, burned out. and mentally drained.
i dont know.
sighs.



but it's okaye.
i know i have got mister god, gun and my boy.
good days ahead, i guess. smiles.

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