-went to gym today.
did 1okm on the cross ramp, 2km on the treadmill, 3km on the bicycle before i called it quits.

-went to st joseph church at bugis.
just sat there and cried myself silly for the entire afternoon.those tears of guilt, hurt and angst
fought their way through all that pridefulness in the prescence mr god and his entourage of saints.
have been a disobedient child of his who has sinned against temptations, spitefulness, anger and selfshness.
handed him my bundle of anger,angst, and the hurt that's blinding me from him.
i just want to be a child of mr god again.
i dont want to be the monster that i was yesterday,setting hearts of love on fire and hurting all who cared for me.
will be doing my confession with Father Joe tomorrow, and will be asking for penance too.

i dont want to snap at sherie gun ever again. i dont want to say things that i dont mean to rightie again. i dont want to be spiteful and hurtful to dexter again. i dont want to be selfish towards adel.


i will be who i was before jan 20th. i will be Eloera Jesusa Woon again, that blessed child of god.

god bless to all who has been around and children of his holy kingdom. =)
thank you so much, esp. gun. thank you for always being the one .


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i guess it's good that i can no longer remember how you look,
and that those memories of us are also fading away quickly with each passing moment...