Time fleeted by and like a goddess with that fiery temperament, it mercilessly robbed us of what we always knew and what we had.No doubt, it did left us battered and weary for a while, but it's also with time, that we saw the light through the shrouding darkness.We saw the ones who stayed with us ,and held our trembling souls, and the ones who left and never turned back.
It's also very often that you would look back on the photos,the journals, the letters that were written by you and your loved ones, and those were the moments that you knew why you were still there holding on. They cared, and that kept you inspirited. They loved, and that kept you strong.
Time insidiously also became that multi-faceted mirror that callously showed the different facets of you, your life, and what you have become. The days could go by , and you wouldnt realise that you have become someone that you never did know.Perhaps, you might also be living in another realm ,where time has been put on hold, and you would be seeing the people that you care metamorphose to the butterfly, that leaves you.
It's amazing how time flies, i am 20 now, and i have been with gun for 2 years, sharon and leong for 7 years, zhong for 5 years. It has been a long time since i last felt so at peace with myself. The serenity and the tranquility within feels so surreal.
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it has been 2 years on and i m no longer afraid to say i still love you and that you have been on my mind. I could and should have gave myself those chances to start anew with others, to believe in the love that i had with you. But i chose not to. I have come to realised i aint afraid to love, neither am i too scarred to believe in love again. Loving you silently and bearing its pain is the only punishment i know that alleviates my guilt of hurting you. I didnt and never did deserve your love, and my love hurt you deeper than i ever thought it could. and perhaps, i can never say sorry.
It's also very often that you would look back on the photos,the journals, the letters that were written by you and your loved ones, and those were the moments that you knew why you were still there holding on. They cared, and that kept you inspirited. They loved, and that kept you strong.
Time insidiously also became that multi-faceted mirror that callously showed the different facets of you, your life, and what you have become. The days could go by , and you wouldnt realise that you have become someone that you never did know.Perhaps, you might also be living in another realm ,where time has been put on hold, and you would be seeing the people that you care metamorphose to the butterfly, that leaves you.
It's amazing how time flies, i am 20 now, and i have been with gun for 2 years, sharon and leong for 7 years, zhong for 5 years. It has been a long time since i last felt so at peace with myself. The serenity and the tranquility within feels so surreal.
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it has been 2 years on and i m no longer afraid to say i still love you and that you have been on my mind. I could and should have gave myself those chances to start anew with others, to believe in the love that i had with you. But i chose not to. I have come to realised i aint afraid to love, neither am i too scarred to believe in love again. Loving you silently and bearing its pain is the only punishment i know that alleviates my guilt of hurting you. I didnt and never did deserve your love, and my love hurt you deeper than i ever thought it could. and perhaps, i can never say sorry.
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